Here I am, staring at the computer screen with so much to tell you guys, and yet I can't.
I can't because there is someone reading my blog that shouldn't be.
I hate that because I feel like I can't be real all the time in fear that something will get used against me.
What I can say is that this year has been a transition phase for me.
I didn't realize that until I read Devan's blog last week and she described herself being in a similar situation. Something just clicked and I suddenly felt ok about everything that's happened this year. It all started to make sense.
getting out of a toxic relationship and thinking I'd never get over it
- I've finally started to realize my own self-worth.
The horrible things that were put into my head day in and day out are no longer there.
I've become stronger because of it and have promised myself that I'll never let another guy treat me that way.
grandpapa passing on my 25th birthday - something that was obviously traumatizing
moving back home for a bit until I figure out said plans that I can't discuss yet ;)
I have a good feeling about life lately and I believe that the transition part of it is almost over. Good things are coming my way and I couldn't be more excited about it! I promise as soon as I can I will give you the deets :) So as always, thanks for all of your support and love. It means so much to me :)
I'd apologize for the seriousness of the post but I shouldn't have to apologize for what I put on my blog. I just feel like I need to be as real as I can until the situation with this person isn't a situation anymore.
That being said, let's move onto some lighter things ehhh?
I'm sure by now most everyone has heard the song Payphone.
But have you heard other songs from Maroon 5's new album Overexposed?
Also, I know I'm not the only girl who can't wait to see Magic Mike tomorrow.
let me just wipe the drool off my desk.
Now, if only I could find a guy in real life that looks like one of them, preferably Channing Tatum.
Alright, I think I've talked y'alls ears off today so I'll leave you with this.